No Alien Baby Birth!

No alien baby birth or rather I felt no alien baby birth might happen last night! I’m just sore from the other nights. So, 225 mg is all my body can handle of Effexor/all it should handle really. But, it’s weird about the severe cramping on my side.

No Stomach Virus. Too Much Effexor?

Oh! I have never had stomach and side cramping like this in my life. I felt like I was going to have an alien burst through my side at any moment ! I haven’t been able to sleep for nights. Called my Psychiatrist and she said to go back to my original dose of effexor and see what happens. I hope the pain doesn’t come back tonight because that could mean it maybe something other than my medication. YIKES! But, by noon the pain is almost all gone. And it happens after I take my effexor before I go to bed. So, I’m desperately trying to convince myself that it’s the effexor. Can you tell?

The Added Effexor …Feeling Better

Maybe placebo effect, but I don’t care I feel better today than I have in 2 weeks. Been reading some good books too. Making me thankful I live in 2010 and not in the 60’s where all the treatment they had for people like us was electric shock therapy. Not that they don’t do that today. But, that’s not considered the first treatment option. Yikes!

Just finished The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath excellent/a quick read.

No Didn’t Make It, But Spoke To Psychiatrist

Didn’t make it to get my driver’s license renewed. Oh well another day soon. ( preferably before I get a ticket) I spoke to my psychiatrist and she added some Effexor to my regime of pills. I really like her, but she’s moving on to research or teaching. I hated my other Psychiatrist. I must clarify. I didn’t hate him the whole time. But, when I found out how weird he could behave and I was the one that was mentally ill/he miss diagnosed me…I reported him to the medical board. Oh! Did I hear some one out there ask what his name is? No problem…Dr. Alain Katic his office is in the Heights in Houston Texas.

Anyway enough about  jerkoff. I’ll miss my current Dr.. She’s so smart/caring/listens/dresses very fashionably…not stuffy lol  She’ll be a tough act to follow.

I see my therapist today. So, it looks like I’ll have a date with the shower. I felt better yesterday. I went out back and read. Usually seeing my therapist motivates me to do things I otherwise wouldn’t do…he makes me laugh/he tries to straighten my crooked thinking out.